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The No Budget Movie
A Brainstorm by a Black Panther President

Machinist Mate Third Class
Tristan B Gilbert
United States Navy
Special Forces
Nuclear Power Plant Operator
Reactor Laboratory Division
Legally Separated
All Ways Serving

Judeo Christian Muslim Rasta Hindu
Black Panther President

ALL ONE People
ALL ONE Creator
LOVING each other

Religion to me is this spirit in my heart and soul that will not be educated, tortured, punished, legislated, or taken from me by any human means. It is the human experience encoded in my DNA and Karmically arranged. It is the path to know my creator and have a relationship with him.

Here I was ordered by the police of Ensenada to leave Mexico immediately. There was no hope in. I was robbed and carjacked and busted across the Tijuana boarder under orders by officers. so there I was. got the truck back. and then off to the freedom of america seemingly in sight. my tires were spiked as I crossed through the boarder wihout stopping busting through cones and barricades through security to get tp america as ordered.

Two beautiful angels rode in the back of the truck. they giggked as I WAS THE GREAT STUNT MAN. I lived where others have died.

cops is chasing me. I donot care. I have bullet proof underwear

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from the darkness
into the light
birthed to heaven
leaving me an awful fright
rainbow in the falls
temperature cheer

there was a tree hanging over my dad's house. it was bent and ready to fall on the roof of my dad's house. he is an unknown hero. my dad never topped another tree. it sure was a fright. the top came off and the bent tree that my dad was tied to swung back and forth like a released rubber band. the terror of near death as all of his children witnessed. It left an impression. I don't cut trees much. sort of a skill I am losing.

seemingly innocent
the creatures I encounter
the love with no bounds
as is seen
and all unseen
searching within
for everlasting light
flight
right
without credentials
no other
dead dog rover
freeken mower
going over
hickory
thorns
of the rosebush intrudes
released into fight
fighting for a right
to be free and clear\
without the beer
never here
stay so near
help me father
I am in a pit
leaving claw marks on the wall
i am surely sick
next to be
so he is I
and I AM he
lost at sea
nothing left to lose
on my way
the broken sacred heart
simply ok
rain falls
on a glorious summer night
floating back and forth
then the wind blows
flowers spread
next the shed
shed that tear
face in the sand
being a fisherman
is a life
without strife
man so evil
impared by lusciosness
fear ridden
whole new journey
life and liberty
floating
floating on a cloude
no pain
pray for rain

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here is helping me
a place
a time
wanting
loving
arithmetic
when I stop
then I go
wanting life
to be so kind
all mine
as is yours
torn
alive and well
sutured into scar
beware
the path
red road
rather than the path
red rum
fantasy forbidden
all is stricken
power of the sky
reason why
I learn
yearn to learn
growing and changing
thoughts different for the day
place in the hay
what now
purple
cow
meow
loving maniacs
lifting the truth
boost is he
wanting to be
pleasure in plunder
evil spell
life is under
surrender thy heart
love thy soul
listen to the wind
it is all I know
kindness though the ruffle of the grass
blowing in the wind
the answer
high tide crashing in the rocky cliff
I am he
he who wants to be
let me grow
let me know
the madness subsides
accosted at all levels
living growing
seeing knowing
life of the sedge
bending with the wind
a whistle
a sound
the sedge
I am
seeks a life of its own
he I am
then I was
spotlight in the darkness

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I spin
I make
I am him who god creates
never ending way
just saying hey
lord Jesus Christ
help us make it alright
knocking on heavens door
the beginning is at hand
life is seen
on this foreign land
rendition of hope
soap on a rope
holy laughter
at the final breath
what a mess
flop and flip
let it rip
times tell
earth or hell
one or the other
often times both
keeping the mind steady
silence of the lambs
when I cluck
like the chicken I knew
full of laughter
angels at my side
fantasy laden
me or moe
tiger by the toe
ashes to ashes
so much to give
making soft hearted children
beloved for ever after
make a wish
lucky shooting star
how I wonder
timeless infusion
not the delusion
but including
the dreams of vision
happy ambition
the rock
island in the sea
beaches of sand
house upon the sand
let it be for man
woman and child
treat them mild
lets go here
there and here
after all
the dress is shear
take me in
let me shout
living life
loving about
tickle
winkle
after all
life is a ripple of time
stiches of blind
holding clothes upon the naked
living life
breath
stillness
breath
loving each other

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I AM He
he who waits for freedom
freedom within
determination
frustration
life and liberty
justice for all
tempers flare
share and share
communist invasion
substitution for earning
life of freedom
helping
growing
from one day to the next
es b blessed
summer nearing fall
season of winter approaching
preparing
mental challenge
go on
pray for spring
redeem another year
I like it hear
drinking beer
the days of the sam are I
fly and fly
up to the sky
like the bird I know
let it live and go
to and fought
fill the world in thought
damnation
intervention
what the hay
noting what to say
days go on
focus on the good
focus on the bad
frustration in the situation
go into duty
flashing
the same
pestilence pleasure
pray for evil
hope for good
pretense of kindness
the walls of fortresses
duty that follows
enter the kindness
without the blindness
situation shifts
loving and living
keeping on
sun of song
pleasure is the might
might making it right
pleasure speaking
reactor leaking
the world has needs
as the cool heart bleeds
sanctified with the great
releasing the might
get it here
get it there
get it everywhere
a place to heed
notice of need
look within
look without
seasons turn
shout and shout
making children laughter
what the world is after
dancing in the streets

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my heart softens
pealing scaly layers of darkness
light peers in
blackened by blood
fuddy duddy
who is the nutty buddy
calvary struggle
which donkey to snuggle
light of day
day and night
living laughter
can make better the fright
living for hope
hope ever after
center stage
deranged
freedom of unknowing
the past
the present
a promising future
neighbors in the hood
making good
good on a promise
love each other
love god
love is the religion
a peace with creator of us
face to face
must to must
renditions of the past
freedom at last
free at last
free at last
thank god creator
we are free created beings
in peace we pray
the fighting must end
friend to friend
foes and hated
loved by few
hated by evil
evil hearted
frozen in light
mighty might
darkness of delight
angel friend
ending my glory
for a brighter supernova
preparing a black hole
for all to know
cosmic consciousness
be bright
be glory
be nice
fly like an eagle
the sea is far away
angel in the wind
come here today
my way
your way
all the way
I say
follow not me
follow them
in the end
it is my friend
over once
seen twice
in this place
living is right
do not take
do not forsake
live is true
like the cat
nine lives
10 tries
no more lies
say it here
say it there
say it everywhere
Pot is the answer
cannabis economy
here there everywhere
world inclusion
ending prohibition rendition
free the hearts
free the minds
free to love
love of all
intolerant of the hate
the monsters within
peace and joy
show me the way
let us live
as is meant to be
free to love
free for joy
living life
loving each breath
breath of life
make it right
flight to mexico
what is to know
life love and liberty
justice
breath
peace
quiet
absorb
senses aware
love is not
all so rare

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yes sir
that is my darling
in the street
all one family
temperature up
flopping in the wind
whispers of doom
so much gloom
tentacles grabbing
some dabbing
on the ocean floor
ticks and snails
all the ancient whales
severing the peace
the least
on my way
to be alone
alone with the friend
friend of peace
least and most
holy ghost
running scared in the night
might makes might
not always so right
death
destruction
games of war
eagle soar
in the past decision
like a bomb
righting a wrong
below and about
take a breath
let's all guess
turmoil in the hearts of men
some lost
some feeling alone
some forevers laughter
rendition of the past
free at last

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the sane
somewhat tame
lost heroes
in a forgotten story
time settles in
everything in motion
the emotion
detonate
hesitate
afternoon forgotten
all out rotten
creature feature
long and life
without the strife
has been here
sometimes gone
leaving a song
leaving a way
afternoon
getaway
amskray
hey hey
don't say
on my way
forgotten
remembered
living
forgetful
winding down
all around
it goes once
sometimes twice
three times free
just let it be
taming of the lion
wildness of the sheep
in a heap
don't leap
over the bridge
into the world beyond
singing again
an off tune song
get it right
get it wrong
freedom itching
way beyond
right and wrong
ick and owe
for the best in show
much more to know
laugher in the rain
brain intrusion
mass confusion
restitute
play the flute
on the edge
the edge of life
wanting life
no more strife
pureness
wholeness
recorded

the highway
byway
open road
to be there
where the antelope play
heard on words
crying and sure
the cowboy gets away
playing forever
playing for none
living life of wonder
number the feast
tentacles from fingers
ostrich heart to bones
sitting here in circles
number for a home
sound off
one and two
three and four
I won't sound off anymore
the flower
the hour
peace in hearts
stop and wonder
open hearts
not every one is a blunder
wonder shun
on the run
sunrise
sunset
years fly
oceans wide
sending the heart of the world
plentiful way
say hey
what is next
loving and knocking
heavens on my shoulder
sunrise in my eyes
listen here and wonder
camel at my side
water my heart
quench my soul
hydration of my spirit forever
heart to heart
feed my fears
drink my tears
as I fade away

as I live
as I grow
as I be
as I know
twice to the heart
done to me brain
stop look and listen
somethings never change
it is true
I was once and still am
permeated frost
ghost of gloss
frikle me frijon
nickle de salon
as I want to be
lemon cake
aspirate
wild chicken
on the go
getting together
all let her
undisputed champion of the world
in times of need
let it be
calm
quiet
breath
need
let go
and want
taunt
holy ghost
I desire the most
es b blessed
heart of chest
folding
calling
rest

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it is just a jump to the left
pull your knees in tight
a jump to the right
tenderly touching
in thou heart
liberalize
degeneration
growing
needing
wanting
so much
so here I AM
rocking like a hurricane
ending quietly
never succeed
so much greed
what is it
it that we need
peace on earth
quietly knitting time
feeling fine
silver dime
Antarctica into tomorrow
letting go
just a little
angels fly
trucking
chips cashed in
Rippleys
believe it or not
brain rot
loving each other
amongst the anger
against the madness
gladness prevails
hells bells
right and left
which foot will step the call
crawling with the bear
barely happy
reaching for more
holy ghost
who loves the most
life liberty and justice
many awaiting
fainting
really great
can't take it late
beware
the glare
the stare
of those that don' t know
the goodness of life
no strife
tenderly beware
hide nor hair
buckskinned
life dims
tires fly off the rim
racing with time
grime
talking and knowing little
freedom and peace
least
rest us be blessed
in the mess
media terrorism
all bad
creating tension and fear
what is the deer
deer john
sing a sing and song it
what is left
must be right
yin and yang
dim and dang
may heart be available
available to burn
taking time
how it flies
maggots in the heart
the pest
let us be blessed
peace
may peace be with you

eastern morning sun
the tension remains
the quiet untames
wizard brains
untamed
deranged
sit still
have hope
legalize
hope on a rope

peace
quiet
stillness
observe
senses

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The Twisp American Legion has put a live radio scanner online for the local community to use. http://64.139.102.3:5000 In addition to streaming live radio traffic, it also records into a database and is an excellent resource for seeing what is going on presently or what was missed. The Uniden BCD536HP scanner is owned by KTRJ-LP in Winthrop - https://www.ktrj.org. The ProScan software and network access is hosted by KFAC-LP using a work station https://legion143.org. Also, there are online radios, with lighting detection interfaces. here is one of 4 in the Methow Valley.

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The Twisp American Legion has put a live radio scanner online for the local community to use. http://64.139.102.3:5000 In addition to streaming live radio traffic, it also records into a database and is an excellent resource for seeing what is going on presently or what was missed. The Uniden BCD536HP scanner is owned by KTRJ-LP in Winthrop - https://www.ktrj.org. The ProScan software and network access is hosted by KFAC-LP using a work station https://legion143.org. Also, there are online radios, with lighting detection interfaces. here is one of 4 in the Methow Valley.

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The Twisp American Legion has put a live radio scanner online for the local community to use. http://64.139.102.3:5000 In addition to streaming live radio traffic, it also records into a database and is an excellent resource for seeing what is going on presently or what was missed. The Uniden BCD536HP scanner is owned by KTRJ-LP in Winthrop - https://www.ktrj.org. The ProScan software and network access is hosted by KFAC-LP using a work station https://legion143.org. Also, there are online radios, with lighting detection interfaces. here is one of 4 in the Methow Valley. http://mvr3.proxy.kiwisdr.com:8073/?ext=lightning

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The Twisp American Legion has put a live radio scanner online for the local community to use. http://64.139.102.3:5000 In addition to streaming live radio traffic, it also records into a database and is an excellent resource for seeing what is going on presently or what was missed. The Uniden BCD536HP scanner is owned by KTRJ-LP in Winthrop - https://www.ktrj.org. The ProScan software and network access is hosted by KFAC-LP using a work station https://legion143.org. Also, there are online radios, with lighting detection interfaces. here is one of 4 in the Methow Valley. http://mvr3.proxy.kiwisdr.com:8073/?ext=lightning

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when I was young
so much younger than today
I cried I died
then out of the water
into the world
as angels looked before me
temperatures dare
the life is beyond
Its not my own
radicalized
rendering useless
captain crunch
ship lost at sea
rendering pig fat to lard
big bulges
consumed in animal
they are what they ate
icky animal eaters
consuming murder
animals ruthlessly surrender
fat in the blender
seeking world peace
how about self-peace
simply irresistible
iron out my past
earth masses
humans eat
and eat
malnourished but fed
chicken soup for sure
how much can my body endure
Doritos and bread
soda out of the can
sam I am
not in the car
or the bar
here there or anywhere
I don't like it
just here and be
will not like it here
I sea
cook on the hook
dear darn wayful fantasy
kindly I must see
I liked it here and there
absolutely anywhere
what is this
another temptation before i go
instantaneous exasperation
free our minds
free our souls
care for each other
love god
accept a higher power
renditions of peace
stop the hate
how is it so great
fate of the broken arrow
sparrow in a tree
loving life
free is what I want to be
take it here
there
or anywhere
long black train
jump the track
give me all my loving hack
stack the hay
don't misunderstand me
stay away from me
evil forces ahead
trouble behind
this final notion
could be the greatest of times
live and love
temperatures down
not the crown
not the frown
peace
breath
senses
kindness
learn
and love

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in this life
in this old sweet life
the rain fell
summer air
purified
there was this girl
glitter of pearl
blessed be thy name
not no dying shame
leaves rustling in the wind
the sweet music of the wind
center square
never give up
settle in
stop in the name of love
my heart broke
and my mind woke
clothes soaked in rain
my life is to blame
carrying on
without the song

it was cold
the water soaked me head to toe
it is true I was reckless
but not my intention to die
the cold of the winter
seeping in
I had hypothermia
I was cold

It was my intention to make it unpleasant
for the demon within
had grips on me
I washed him down the river of ice
the holy spirit within lasted
the demon left
I was able to breath
other attacks
other mights
so still in prayer
the attack
explain
the good of god prevails
laughter
happy but eerie

so the demon took on a new host
and I was left free to heal
open my heart and feel
temptations simmer
I am the winner
I must repent
after I am
after I was
still shall be
heartless
helpless
with the power
with the honor
with unlimited love
respect
and determination
saturation point

sipping morning coffee
breath
peace
quiet
sense
feel taste hear and see
understand not
it is all just a fleeting thought

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the storm
in between the calm
the calmness of early morning water skiing across the glassy lake
wake and bake
how does your garden grow
sticks and slugs
muttering in madness
waiting for the relief
from the badness
searching for the gladness
only found in love
love for the creator
and love for mankind
doom and gloom
what needs to be thy room
hypocrisy of madness
where is the gladness
seek and destroy
war games
with high stakes
fates

I must confess the divided are divided
the war of the classes
race war is getting less effective as persons of all nations stand up
it is this war of the classes
destroy the might of the masses
crime in the street
when It could be gatherings and concerts
live music to wake up the world
instead protests of madness
where is the gladness
without the badness
destroy the enemy
destroy the might that is right

might and right
seems to be divisions
who I am divided from
who have I for allies
angels of the mighty
heroes of forgiving and releasing
living in right
the fight for money
seems frivolous
working wage
dog is here
without the fear
love of deer

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a simple tune
upon thy lips
sing it softer
potato chip

there are times when
I wish to be more free
free from containment
restrained against my will

I go in and they ask me if I have weapons or dangerous objects
I stick out my 10 fingers and say what about these
its a chill
freedom is not a laugher
people die not to be owned
freedom is destiny
under the guidance of God
with his ambassador jesus
and the holy spirit
of which I am anticipating
to continue on in all accepting of the goodness
and loss of grief
for the lacking healing
we must stand forth and produce no violence
music and dancing
donot show with war for one another
for we are divided amongst us
trump or no trump
seems odd to be the battle cry for war
for he is president of military might
and this might not be turned over to those with so little value of life

stand tall
we are in this together
cannabis needs to be free
freedom of cannabis is absolute must
we must be the generation to end this human rights violation
cannabis is free to be grown as ordered by god in the bible

to wart stupid retards
they think pot can be illegal
stupidnest sh** I have ever heard of
it is a plant
growns from a seed
produces children of its own species
it is a lifeform
no lifeform can be forbidden from our planet
right to life
right to farm
it so simple
lifeforms have the right to be
not to be singled out as an unacceptable species
so here we go on

life is a good place to be
the closer to my quiet
the better the music
music life and liberty
we need to free the music
free our minds
we are all bottled up in hatred
is wrong to say its all ok
its not ok
people are suffering
so much greater than I remember the suffering ever being before
sit right back
and the slate maybe wiped clean
in the tears of jesus
I question the value god would have of a blood sacrifice
I find it murder
murder of animal
To me, god would rather watch me shed a tear of happiness
than slice the throats of 1000 lambs
how can murder be of value to my father
is there really one tribe or group of people that are all better than all the others
I can't say
stereotyping to make judgements without spending too much time
i like stanley the duck
what I like
is not what I want
sadly, i despair
what if I do it wrong
how much of this story is d

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I have friends
they don't show dislike
in fact, they are great people
I too must go down yonder
long gone yonder of a fantasy
good be good
without the madnss
keep in gladness
angels knocking on heavens door

some sweet
some nice
some demonized on crystal
some just do it right
dirty deeds done dirt cheap
however I do this thing
let it be known
I will never understand
what guides me
is so beyond me
I will never understand

Understanding
eye for an eye
only how long is this to be
eye for eye
tooth to tooth
desperation
sensation
derail
choose heaven or hell
ashes to ashes

my dad had this old jeep flatbed truck.
it stunk with exhaust
he bought a school bus seat from Hick's Hardware
he attached the seat behind the cab of the truck
there we sat tied to the seat with a rope
this was our family automobile

we had a tractor
the brakes were not very good

I found the military brutal
I wanted to be educated
instead, I was beaten down
worked to delusion with sleep deprivation

Now I can't sleep
I was taught to work endless hours without sleep
my spirit was beaten down but I still had plenty of fight
I never gave up
god was always there to help me through

I climbed a cliff above the ocean for fun
directly below the tide crashed upon the rocks
I climbed and realized I couldn't' t climb down
I had one choice and that was up
the cliff became chalky and steep
I feared for my life and could barely hang on
I trembled and heard the angels voice

do not fear
I am here with you
you must carve each step into the cliff
like a stairway to life
I dug and feared I would stumble
as I cleared on step at a time
I tremble a little less for each step.

back onto the flat above the cliff
and head off into the jungle

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in and out
sing and shout
how does the garden grow
sticks and hiss
out of these lips
what are Elfs made of
something strange
makes me deranged
hickory dickery dock
my none has so much snot

I was at Terry Hardesty's house
we kindly smoking terry's pot.
I stood up
and took a deep hit
next thing I remembered was dropping to the floor
terry picked me up by my belt
and I was awake again

stand clear
I like it here
in this life
i don't have a beer
smoking and boozing
that was the name of my game
whoever passes out first wins
my friend

we were moving to deep creek canyon
a place all of its own
trees and hills
down on the creek bed
roses are red
beavers made dams
and fish really swam

There was a fishing hole
a deep and dark corner on the bend of the creek
fish after fish we would get them
eating dinner everyday
no salmon recovery
no fishing season
no rhyme so reason

Dad and I built a fort down on the fishing hole for our hangout
it became dilapidated over years
here I am
better than spam
hey little cow
don't say meow
just waiting for a friend

there it is
swiss cheesed
boy scout knife
knocking on heavens door
I keep on knocking
but I can't get in

a fish lives
it has feelings
terror in the bite
brutally beaten
consumed by man
what is the plan
back to the spam

spam I am
don't like me in the car
don't like me in the bar
don't like me here
don't like me there
don't like me anywhere

I am creation
better than most
my heart filled with joy
at heavens laughter

mighty mow power rangers activate
assimilate
do no resist
the borge is on the ship
captain kirk
there is not rest
rest for the best
onward bound

end the sound
peace
love
contentment

breath
peace

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left unseen
lost in a dream
I am chilled
medicated to sleep
not always able
to escape my pool of sweat
empty my pores
its only a dream
a dream I will not remember
for I cannot tell the memory

traveling on
don't get it wrong
places to please
all the needs
plentiful perfection
outer space
tame my emptiness
a place I will remain
as i AM he
pleasantly being

right or wrong
get along in song
Esmerelda is just magic
the way to live
good and kind
dreamy unnerving
solstice of the heart
danger from the start
beware In LIfe
carry one
escape in twice

today I am so thankful
healthy family
happily cheering me on

It is time I live up to the standards of the President
I am more
yet it is a title I hold with honor
respect for those
that have earned respect
tea for tree
lividly
questions from my friends the end

be alert
pray for goodness
love each other
love god
its about love
love of the father
love of my dad
holy spirit
take me this day
filled with kindness

kindness to each other
from evil to good
see the greatness of all
understanding without so many facts
facts of the lash
lashes to lashes
dust to dust
it is alive
to be set free
spiritual growth
no one with the most
as we raise our spirits to the glory of the creator
the one who has always existed
and us all
creations
created to get along
only easily brainwashed
brainwashed to hate each other
lacking civil respect

it is with honor
i continue my holy quest
the quest to help us all
all to love each other
love god
nothing left
let us be blessed
think kindness
think greatest plane
please bring summer rain
don't kill the messenger
its not my fault
I am this thing
rearranged
with the holy spirit
a spirit of discovery
into the unknown

not knowing how the log will roll
festering puss
not so just
entropy
let my heart be free
a place of rest
and a place of kindness
nowhere will I be
I dissipate into tomorrow
a new day for all to say
hello
I love you won't you tell me
tell me your name

My name is NO.
and KNOW

I found a great parking spot with my familiar sign. Reserved parking for. "NO Parking"
then I kept wrongly be targeted by the parking meter police with ticket after ticket.
things went bad and I ended up in parking ticket court

I plead innocent by reason of insanity.
The judge asked me how I maintain a drivers license when I am insane.
I explained that I don't have a problem driving. the trouble I am having is with parking.

she threw the book at me and I was terrified
I really hate spending time locked away
terrible fear all around me
the mental ward
evil and desperate
no way out
coo coo nest
say who is best
laminated my heart
don't bleed me dry
I am to live
and not going to give that away

shy moment of peace
let down my beast
animal for me
sitting here with me
rattle tattle
rock and roll baby
give me some kind reggae
say something rasta
Yes I it is I
Yes I ree
tangled in frustration
for a world not accommodating what shall be
reruns of cartoons

peace love and happiness
let us be blessed
taking flight to the stars
don't give up the fight
might makes right
together we stand
divided nation of hate
set still
breath
peace
may peace be with you
and also, with you

[tristanbgilb]

so many troubles
with a just and noble god
how long until we listen
listen to the whisper in the wind
the heartbeat of an evening ocean beach
water in and out
sing and shout

I went to the ocean
and it was cold
burns and stings
bugs and things
broken dreams
life of liberty
justice for some
karmic reaction
greatest sensation

when I was young
I didn't respect life
not that of my own
only then came a family
a family I cared for
more than my life
Lifes and people I loved over my own life
life and liberty
justice in the end

spend time with me
soon you will see
I am sometimes OK
tender with thee
I rattle tattle
insane in my brain
intrusion
solution

let me live
just leave me alone
martyr for justice
I just can't stand
superhero
by God justice
here
look within
forget without

limit my supervision
let my heart be free
wild and free
cannot ever be
limitless pleasures
redeeming grace
mace the face
pervert in disguise
beware
emptiness

I was here
then I went away
can't say why
don't remember the day
or the way
emerald green
eyes we meet

tender
breathe
kindness

[tristanbgilb]

hey
its me again
not lost and alone
not bitterbrush tea
not tea for me

cup o cape'
init Treestan init

so it went
utah was mighty fine
rocks and formations
all around
all around my dear
desert and vultures
pleasantly speaking

my voice boomed from the clouds
my thoughts were no longer my own
spoken from holy spirit
my voiced boomed with me lips saying nothing

I have broken all of the ten commandments
I am not worthy to be your president
as it is I have been chosen
chosen to seek kindness and show determination
determination for the honor of Jehovah my creator

In my innocence
not knowing how to become an adult in mind
Please forgive me father
I have been very bad

Leaving Ensenada by car, the last of my possessions
not taken and not returned

The whore house was mighty good accommodations
Cheaper and nicer than the hotel
only thieving whores on crystal
not quite a tourist vacation spot

Into the air I breath
what more do I need
lost in time
the black hole
absorb and rake
autumn leaves
breaking from the summer heat

feet on the ground
heed my warning
time sits still
in the glory of god

[tristanbgilb]

up we go
in an instant in time
flowers grow
trees die
rocky mountain high

seeing the light
brought me fright
as my soul purified
thinking nothing could be salvageable
in this heart of mine
gold and silver
down we go

master up puppets
I am to blame
saint lucifer
without condemnation
forgiven by the purist of hearts
let me live another day
my prayer continues

father of life
the world is so difficult
demons greeted as leaders
left alone are the simple
non transmittal
though the life of my heart

enter spirit of life
into the heart of mine
steady and great

lived he with so much great
here I am
rocking and a rolling
sister my friend
pama del madre
nothing more

the heart I must bare
centerstage and all so and so unbending
sit right back
and tell a tale
of this tiny fateful trip
blanded in peace
first and last

enter the kingdom of god
all are so worthy
worthy to forgive
forgive the thoughts
and days of unhappiness
us be blessed

with the power of the good
good beside my soul
kindness in my heart
set aside
I am entering
the kingdom
of peace on earth

from this earth I will live one
one with me
one with them
best be blessed
soldier of goodness
set still
I will meander
from world peace
let peace be with you

wars that never end
my friend
put down your life
for to not kill
not really need
cheek to cheek
eye and eye
bombshell
corpuscles

hear this tale
the tractor was great no
driven home in light and light
me and my dad
driving the tractor home

i was busted
garbage can animal
like donkey like me
into the light
from darkness to good
light and light
freedom and might

I will be decent
I will be ok
day by night
hurricane by day
sweet and kind
never ending
the way I stand

I stand alone
president of myself
as appointed by God himself
with the kindness of Jesus
agreeing by command
that I am ruler of myself
within the jurisdiction of holiness
station disaster

sit right back
listen
tightly true
the life I hear
from me to all of you
pleasantly life
knowingly gone
leaving this poem
be little
be strong
beware of the manatees
floating and grazing in the seas and shores

go east go west
enter the place
not so below
believe the servants
servants of Christ

pleasantly on my way
a place from hear to beyond
sit still
music is time
fine for all time
right left right
right is wrong
i most know
why can't I stand
beyond the burger
beyond the control
beyond believe
for so little to know

sit right back
there is this tale
this tale of a fateful trip
on earth the mother
seeing the father stand
of hope
without fear
beware of angels
in the determination
termination

fateful father
as I am created
full of deathless days
so many ways

heart to heart
this life is my start
starting again
with Christ my friend
under watchful eye
eye to eye
Janova and I
satin fry

pleasant dream
sometimes obscene
waking cold
in a pool of sweat
nightmare pill
help me be alright

on the shoulders of Christ
reaching with success
whatever is conceived
by those who are here
for those that have gone
pleased with hope
of all the ones I love in heaven

[tristanbgilb]

hello
fires go and stop
to and fro
what does one know

my master
my wife
children full of wishes
hopes to go here
wishes to love there

what shall i do
when I am so lost
and know not where to go
so here I AM
mystery of mastery
with hopes and ambitions
and people to love
strife is not nice

center square
hopes to dare
stand up for the right
the right in the night
love and music
the hippy dream

the dream destoyed
highjacked by the evil
the evil that hates
the evil that destroys

stop in the name of love
I must not fail
fail to stay out of jail
for i am so guilty
of love in the first degree

my heart empties into the sand
the stain washed away
washed out to sea
never known
this pain before

as My heart has hope
hope for a new start
the in between
left over dream
seems obscene
the not so innocent beam

beam of light
hold my heart tight
for today I am myself
lost but not so alone
praying for the killing to end
man and beast
thou shall not kill
unless the media demonizes

the ambitions of children
eye for an eye
tooth for a tooth
visions of peace
For I the president will not kill
bugs and frogs '
all jumping on logs

frogger across the highway
who do love
hell or heaven
meek upon the earth
rotten at birth
quietly hoping for the best

simple way
not seen to be true
struggles in the Satan world
expelled and weakened
flabbergasted

hello
I am here
one day gone
as I sing
I sing this awful song
song of laughter
song of light
holy mary
let's get this right
fight day and night

music on stage
live shows for those that love
fear of death
the horns blow
here we go
left to know

sit right back
and I will cut your tail
tail of balance
for none too I know
loving the rain
pleasant memory

the rain on a hot summer day
cooling and drooling
not much to say
don't miss understand me
stay away from me

angel choir
President is here
waiting upon the king
the created one
without him
or them
the world might be lost
forgetting the cross

chained to the bedrock
deep into the earth
childhood fantasy
ruling the world
alone I wait
for the king of heaven
created by go
to be great
without hate

life ends
letters to send

be still
voices in my head
quiet
breath
senses
beauty without hate
don't be late

together we are great
divided the sorceries flow

peace and kindness
surrenderousness