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[tristanbgilb]

sitting and sulking
with a smile on my face
wondering if it is time
to join the human race
houses bills and cars
nothing to see here
move along
followed by a beautiful song
sunshine on my crown
crown of nettles
emergency food of choice
most-ess
first-ess
on my trail
staying out of hell
I was there
but now am gone
sing my song
forever wrong
up and down
sideways or another
falling up down all around
pants falling down
cliff of stone
on my own
never fear
for you will tremble
and shake loose of the cliff
the chalk cliff
overlooking the Caribbean Sea
the place not for thee
free my heart
my soul
everyone I know
for a beginning happens
after the end
they tend
the wounded
the place of healing
heart of demise
chastise
remerging the pain
the rain
places to be
things to see
nothing here move along
wrong
right
face or fight
flee the stoney see
boats watching
climbing to the doom
witch without a broom
tremble
get nerve
swerve
saved by angels
and my god
the eternal
created
falsified document
words rambling
the rambling man
making goodness
goodness in our hearts

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cold as ice
men and mice
on the way
where the mountains stream
rivers in my dream
fresh water to the salty sea
place in my being
wild and free
set still
look without
circle around
around the town
blessed is she
she of faith
racing to the shore
life liberty
forever more
torn between
the spirit in a dream
the world as it seems
is awful as it scenes
the places
the might
got to get it right
all the time
turn
churn
the globules of fat
floating though the blood
the blood of animal consumers
death rumors
how shall it be
to think of me
the place I want to be
running rampantly
the ocean shalt
rashes on my skin
poison oak
the soak
praying for relief
in the end
my end my friend
with a new beginning
born again
with christ
god continues
pleasantly arranged
seeing hope
having grace
looking forward to a new day
a new look
a fresh new start
today is a fine day
today is what we need
need to look for him
him who made us
and see his way
in the voice of the wind
the chirp of the frog
and love for his majesty
jesus christ superstar
as I am
Saint Tasmanian Devil Lucifer
the fallen
the tortured
the hated
and a whirlwind
to find kindness in my heart
and a way to be
as is meant to be
from person to angel
demon to hero
all looking for good
and finding it together
remember
I am he
and must see
the way for all
to be all they can be
within or without the army
I stand alone
in the pasture of the roam
my new home
africa unite
the place to be
is how it should be
really free
for all to see
u and me
peace
stillness
breath

[tristanbgilb]

what is to be
must be
who is the will
will make the way
from my heart
is caring
caring for what is to be
that is the must of me
required habitat
spoken rat
cat in the hat
watch out
don't cry
lost in me
is where I am free
freedom in my heart
love in my soul
flesh of greed
robin hood on the earth
child at birth
majesty of might
who will make it all right
the insight of the moon
moonlight so bright
glistening in her hair
beware
the stare
the gaze
simple math
soaked into my heart
the listen
chiseled
chinned
winner
after the war
whose the blood for
me and you
life an liberty
justice for some
lost justice in many
liberty of justice
foundation of the uncorrupted heart
from end to start
wanting to know
who is you
ruling over me
the chicken little
with the sky so falling
up in the air
the road does glare and stare
on the way to mexico
stay right here
time of here
listening to the laughter of children
all countries
all loves all lives
keeping hope
love will heal
deepened war wounds
seclusion
hoping to live
not wanting to cry
having the hope
to carry on word way
word my son
pen the revelation
for divided we are
the chosen will fall
ashes to ashes
blast to blast
save our soul
be free of hate at last
engineered killing
so much thrilling
I say hey
what is to kill today
the dead animal
the north Korean soldier
the fight is on
singing the song
be still
at will
remembering
wanting to know
seeking to know
the flourish
the nourish
dead animals festering upon the tables of man
the ditch is mine
all the time
others fine
not blind
reasons on all sides
slides
the touch of kindness
the spread of the disease
the needs
seeds of faith
so great
be kind
all the time
maybe mine
to love the way
hey hey
him or them
tis or de
hey man
living in a bubble
the bubble of time
reason and rhyme
the place
the face
spaceship earth
home of my birth
keep us safe
in the heart of the holey
jasper son
tip of my tongue
bitten in madness
radness
the end my friend
back to be
free to hope
thankful for each other
the wilderness is Lonely
devoid of the city
big city lights
in the night of fright
stay up
stay down
circle the wagons
time is still
have no fear
for the goodness in the heart
will love
and not hate
loving each other with spirit
suspicious of flesh
consumed and groomed
save my soul
I am it
Saint Tasmanian Devil Lucifer
free citizen
of a kept nation
war at will
such a thrill
live turns dead
rubble and destruction
keep it going
not knowing
the president
under the king
blessed is he
creation of jah
rasta creation
teaching my corrupted heart
from the start
goblins lurking
persons of shadows
loving for all
suspicious of their evil
loving each other
love god
it us commanded by he
peace
set our hearts free

[tristanbgilb]

in this world
let us be blessed
mastermind control
where is the sympathy
roger rabbit
off with your head
down the shoot
give a hoot
pollute your brain
give it a drain
over and up
sensations blemished
happy afternoon
roger that more
standfast
the blasted
the lasted
tempers flare
Star Wars upset
beam me up
wanting more
love of earth
love of honesty and integrity
the saddle is worn
the shirt is torn
underlying cause
sensationalism
every way
never again
the end
cross go
collect a reason to know
blamed and gamed
what is next
us be blessed
lost in abscess
the mind
the drain
the brain gain
stained in sweat
what to be forget
the last stand
brain cell squeeze
on my thoughts
improve
get better
breath by breath
emotion of motion
keep on moving
cloud nine
the laughter
hope
the laughter
the tear
tear swells
ocean of my eye
living the reason why
star bright
insight
justice of dream
Battlestar
going to Hollywood
the tree
for me
is the way to cast forward
and never disrespect
that which is great
that which is known
future
and hope
humanity kindness
blindness
upward spiral
to be up
to be down
spinning around
where we go
nobody will tell
hells bells
emergency
people needing to be on the way
the high road
into the night
time to make it right
the fight
for all right
looking up
looking without
and there was a cloud
and whirlwind of light
in great chasm
endless pit
no floor top hit
time will tell
heaven or hell
light or dark
through it all
I must confess
of all this world
let all be blessed

[tristanbgilb]

in this heart
there is a laughter
amongst the goodness
Tasmanian Devil disaster
not so low
how low can I go
so many titles
so many flesh coverings
from body to body
host to host
demonic chill
getting better
madness is illness
illness of body and mind
sign for sign
brainiac dimensions
institutionalized hate
hate makes them so great
honor and honesty set aside
tormented souls
wishing to spread the evil
the evil path of hatred
hatred for each other
those that think
shall be taken down
taken down in free speech
reeking of sewer
manure
the torture
without love
without integrity
without thought
hate the great
it is your fate
peon worms
digging into the brains of the dead
what is to be said
they is smart
smart there is
regurgitating words
thoughtless words
mean words
fighting words
spread of hate
hate him he is in this group
hate her she belongs to this group
categorizing
demon of trump
whose leg to you hump
the hate for he
the hate for me
I am not what you think I am
I am a group
a group to be hated
thrown into the mud
for it is me
and also he
with thoughtful concern
on whom we shall burn
the stench of bigotry
the category
trump supporter
the demons of delight
lacking insight
demon on my left
angel on the right
sitting and breathing
looking for insight
get it wrong
get it right
don't give up the fight
the fight for dignity\
and prosperity
with superman justice
and hopefulness
for all
on this starship earth
going where no man has gone before
second to second
fractions and multiplications
addition and subtract
in this group of mine
so liberally hated

veteran
dad
pink skinned
god fearing
life amazed
husband
licensed driver
american
rastaman
jewish
christian
muslim
hindu
middle class
blue eyed
gravely disabled
mentally ill
genius
insane
happy
mad

what group do you hate me for being a member of.

Trump Supporter

that is the one reason to hate me. To discriminate and categorize.
Justice to hate me
speak of me
in bad ways
I am in so many awful groups that need to be discriminated against
but trump supporter

nazi
fascist
bigot
criminal
stupid
programmed

I am so many awful things within so many groups that need to be hated and discriminated against.
Hate me today. I am all these things and admire trump. Hate me now. It is only just.

What is the fuss
remembering the madness
looking to the gladness
hope ahead
my god
the creator
is in charge
and I am his useful little helper

[tristanbgilb]

I am
I was
i shall be HE
the dead
instead
the living
the false
the true
festering madness
instead love in thy heart
is the spark
fire to burn
place set free
between you and me
all others known
who have grown
pleasure for preacher
preacher the leacher
arsenic of salt
halt the enemy
trimming
dreaming
maddening nightmare
the pill
night chill thrills
stationed
madness
dreaming
on and on
the maddening dream
incompetence
hating each other
hate don't be late
the Borge
the assimilated ones
do not resist
all one purpose
to assimilate
recreate
lightning storm
the warning
the enemy is above
all bellow
rising sun
false hope
nightmare in the moat
goat to float
float your boat
don't rock mine
chime
sing and sew
chew the jerky
flurry of mine
dine in peace
the feast
pustulated
restitution
ambition
hope for the most
the story continues
hope and happiness
the lone bear
in the tree
watching the world
wanting all to be free
banjo on the knee
flight
make it right
the insight
insane destruction
ammunition divine
reason and lamb
here I am
later here I was
just because
from heaven above
as all
I am
they R all
all I can be
with this edge on life
sit still
break
jump
little know
disgust and rise
never give up
I won't give up
never give up
evil will go the way
the way of entropy
to be lost as heat
the heart in the sea

[tristanbgilb]

tendency to swear
all again
don't ever share
this tale
the tale of a fateful smear
that started up where I don't belong
belong with fateful stir
the ship
the sail
tigger by the tail
ashes to ashes
falling up again
my friend
up to the star
the whirlwind does turn
sunset setting
sunrise stilling

[tristanbgilb]

abolish
demonstrate
to your hearts delight
fight fight fight
left right left
get it right
temper tantrum
a world so fearful
kill the feds
until the left is said
tigger
tagger
don't fall down
weebles wobble
with low specific gravity
the bear
vacant stare
reading
writing
calculation
redemption
the might
so right and wrong
sing here this tune
french eyed lady
what is it now
frozen laughter
beware of the glare
if looks could kill
days would go by
and fly to the morning
happy above
shooting star
lucky being
all over town
not a frown
greet all
sending the pair
beware of my glare
shooting off the flare
star bright
some light
nighttime moon
off in my bedroom door
so much more
core
roar
tear
dare
care
for ever
the life
liberty
and pursuit of happiness
red eyed lady
smoking the toke
maybe
laughter my friend
set fourth my hero
until the end
to start new
boot and shoe
my heart did grew
I am not the shrew
my precious
I so intensely eat rare
no more
sew shoreline
ring my last tune
here I is
jeep creep
so solemnly swear
i care
I been
inaugurated
end of show
g I joe

[tristanbgilb]

shoot a flare
if you dare
lurking around
theys all over town
round and circular motion
hello
I AM here
Tasmanian devil
knowing superstar, the king
boom boom boom
headed off to my room
shown
withering of light
so much fight
the right
don't give up
keep on trucking
got the chips cashed in
not without sin
only right must win
desperation is the English way
the wrong is rightened
sight unseen
the dream
living light
get it right
the square
what is next
fallen economy
or is it best
forward march
start
stop
in the name of love
my heart is breaking
channel
evil news
spreading hatred everywhere
goodness is contagious
look within
reflection of the past
wanting the future
right and left
marching together
different but both necessary
ready set go
what is the show
we all know
superstar the king
above the Tasmanian devil
rebel
with a cause
sit and laugh
great thigs
improving every day
nothing more to say

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twisted pleasure
remembering the present
looking forward to the past
rusty feathers
full of endeavors
splendid looking
last in show
growing
content not knowing
further
justice
transmitter room
ready for doom
witch on a broom
changing
deranging
smoking a pickle
ripple
drunk done drinking
festive moments
reading
contusion
brain illusion
no critical reasoning here
drink the beer
deer crossing the icy river
arrow in quiver
dead man tells no tales
river of laughter
star bright
living life
give it a start
media intervention
devil talk
to all the idle tv worshippers
doomed
groomed to suffer
worry
hurry
never ending madness
alcohol radness
life of flesh
making a mess
living life
right for the moment
installments
recession
divisions
neighbor hating neighbor
political ransack
taking over
dead dog rover
roll over
lackers of critical thoughts
delusional that there is knowing
whoeing
divulging dislike no faith
fun till daddy takes the t bird away
ray of hope
mentally defeated
critical reasoning for some
others
illusionary greatness
safeness
tell me
hate me
identify enemy
destroy enemy
callused in intrusion
end the delusion of institution
o whoa to you o earth and sea
tristan the man
is a beast with rath
and for sure
time is short
life of flesh
spirit in the sky
not prophet
yet seeking wings
day dreams
nightmarish past
random act of kindness
knowing holy spirit
center stage
critical reasoning
once
twice
three times
say maybe
say hello
my friend
glow
sew
plow the snow
live and grow
holy spirit
helping good
admonishing evil
for the king
is here
sometimes gone
living life's tender moments
for truth
justice
education of doom
stand back
give this Tasmanian devil
some room
in the hearts of many
known by few
rainbow stew
every hue
not classes
not separation
searching truth of faith
haste
the past is almost here
the bright future
of truth and understanding

[tristanbgilb]

faintly aware
smile of angel white
snow at night
slip sliding away
what can i say
disaster of master
transitional times
rhymes
mines
me and my
all i can say
stay away
i am not unknown
told from tails
derails
smiling at the sun
i wanna live
wanting to grow
sitting in laughter
know not what to know
sinister
beware
always fruitful
flys that multiply
temporary
dismal
radial arm saw
why should I care
so much hate
causing so much suffering
little is known
of good over evil
the American war
plant war
public crisis
of mass proportions
animal abuse
drug interactions
mass deportations
laughter and confusion
methow at a time
reasons or rights
rights and wrongs
poems and songs

[tristanbgilb]

here is time
and time is still
never stopping
always not moving
motion is relative
time has zero speed
everything moves around time
none of them can stop the time
the tears
the fears
wanting quiet
relinquish my heart
retrieve my broken soul
continuation
no stopping
no starting
know acceleration
movement
the heart pitter patters
left alone
to be none
yin
and all
yang
so small
contrast
trinity
holy ghost available to all
jah everything through him is maid
solitude and friendship
peace amongst madness
bright future
through devastation
carry on my way ward bound
looking for a new way
remember me not
upon the great plains of montana
greatness shall prosper
while the evil self destruct
free will
zombi nation
just give them the pill
life of thrill
ashes to ash
blowing in the wind
in the heart of Babylon
where we shall set free
all nations of god
without bondage
and hopes of today and tomorrow
lead me to goodness
as I wish to be good
without this evil permeating my skin
illness and stench
liquid wrench
goodness
lion and lamb
vegetarian together
thrill of kill
absent minded
so much for
my happy ending
great beginnings
lost in surrender

[tristanbgilb]

the evil
inside my animal
host to my ghost
center square
all beware
the stare
into my gaze
the spirit
the angel
so kind
so pretty
the eyes of the lord
glowing
knowing
things to say
ray of light
make it right
with all the might
persevere
the winter wind howls
all to know
all to say
what is there
not much
needing lunch
hope
kindness
nothing left to destroy
all is ending
for the lamb and the lion
eating grass
it is I and i the lion
I am he
lion of judah
king to those that have hate
fate of hate
living
without love
love for each other
and god
love with the glory of the spirit
holy spirit
it is unseen
a dream
peace and love for each other
surrender to the lord
thy glory brotherly
into tomorrow
peace on the land
liberty
to achieve justice
and kindness
kindness
to the animals
kindness
to the monsters of the sea
vultures of the air
chicken little
the final blow
the sky falls
all knows
never despair
flowers in her hair
veil of spirit
inside the holy crown
lady in the life
life alone
drone
hey
what can be
must be
what is to be
slowly unwinding
catch the cat
let it say
what you know
whole in your heart
to love with joy
hope into the future

[tristanbgilb]

found and lost
mysterious travel
how to not be
like me
wild
almost free
not quiet
and all so loud
renowned
deploy
not i
needs that toy
what is
shall not always be
be mean
not like me
kindness perpetuation
keep calm
stay still
wild side
refrain
brain drain
feasting flesh in madness
the kill
dead food of decomposing animal
hello
i am here
sometimes gone
hey LBJ
war continues
renews
anticipation
dehydration
so much protein
so little water
beer is fun
beer is sexy
beer is such a great time
I am dull
I am boring
I am what I AM
i is flesh
I AM is my spirit
acceptance of creation
striving for better
wanting right
give up the fight
king jesus
of earth
return to me
i is ready
for freedom heart
like child from the start
sit still
pace back and forth
don't cry for me
as it is I AM those cries for you
not i all the time
yin and yang
i and I
I=III
settle in
look without
seeking within
light side
on the
dark side of the mind
learning
squirming
outside
upside down
who is not ready
stop
in the name of love
don't fight for your right
with fists and stones
sure way to fracture heads
and hollower eye
stay
don't budge
sedge the dredge
on the way
place of freedom
freedom and justice
looing to the holy
holy god
maker of all
ALL and I
ALL and All
freedoms rights
free at freedoms pleasure
the dredging
and edging
good times bring
better times
in pray to stay
inherit the earth
be meek
lost in seek
ice on the creek
freak
hello
I am here
sometimes gone
feeling thankful
to carry on

[tristanbgilb]

the sensation
hell ward bound
the sound
the sound of crickets
the crickets sing
the frogs finish the orchestra
my friend
the end
doors of indecision
climbing the walls
the walls of fire
so is the desire
planet
disposal
garbage of the ocean
tides of misfortune
demolition
here at last
thank god I am here at last
an angel choir
message from the stars
needlessly feasting
daydream stream
obscene
the world in chaos
road warrior
gas war
water rations
trash on
walk along
nothing to see here
dreary past
hopeful future
acceptable present tense
needing water
crud to wash away
see her cry
giggle of dreams
what is it I see
pleasant be
heartfelt pray
no delay
chicken little
what is the delusion
the sky
all in the sky
the sky is falling
yabba dabba doo
who made who
what is you
broken shoe
what do we do
loving you
turning a cheek
lost and alone
god loves this freak
fallen angel
raised from the pits of hell
dwelling in the past
future promises no tomorrow
seconds become minutes
minutes become hours
hours to days
days to weeks
weeks to months
month by month makes years
where is this i have been
here and there
everywhere is loving people
loving their freedom
thinking of the present
free at last
can't keep us down
behind every door
is the path to define change
revelations
I AM
U is
frankly speaking
no longer gee wiz
taken to heartless
divisions
institutions
torture chamber of my way
conform or die
try to be a holy spirit of dark
rainbow of the darkness
pleading
rejuvenation
transparent heart
heart of love
nothing less
nothing more
my light is sore
torn between fire or rain
deranged
love
is such a commodity
where will it begin
beginning to end
end my friend

[tristanbgilb]

front and center
drill instructor
yelling with head in trash
last in show
forgive me not
for a pure evilness
I am i
icky devil taz
spinning around in a whirl wind
no place be
freedom of bee dom
round around it goes
dust devil
up and not down
the clown
the sound
redemption song
marley might
I and I
left is 3
1=3
god son and the holy spirit
holy spirit for all
the best way to go
loving each other
not giving in
no matter where you might be
set my heart free
chimpanzee
hey hey
what is that noise
people laughing
no longer rage
caring for the enemy
not letting them run
taking in salvation
killing gun by gun
devil of satans laughter
in this host of mine
every long the fantasy
under jesus I am fine
talking myself all the time
reason and rhyme
right for the moment
tenderness
princess
rightness
correct in path
directions by god
to get through the hard time
the good times
and all time
time to love
time lets you care
on my way
give up that glare
repent saith he
stand straight
in a jacket
what is the racket
tender
friend her
living in lust
animal
fry
cry
living to die
rainbow
in the dark
dio laughter
killing the dragon
salvation
redemption songs
kindness
wind down ness
living less
wanting more
what really is
cannot be
letting go
looking in
almost done
life of sin
the notion
commotion
saying her
what is the blur
the bur
struck through the heart
I am to blame
loving god
makes a bad name
not i to blame
best in show
from devil to saint
traveling through time
kind temptation
delivered
evil at bay
stay away
I am living here
light in the heart
love in a way
keeping true
from the cheese
to the horror
life is good
living in peace
when hell prevails
tongues that tell
say you
say me
living together
is all life should be

[tristanbgilb]

what I am
is what I is
who made who
might not be you
chicken flu
all over you
eggs and ashes
where is the molasses
faint of heart
not need the tard
the yard
know deposit
on what return
Mash
hash
what is the blast
pipe my what
water in my hut
heat of sun
hiding is the son
none to believe
free at last
free at last
praise god
for this life we have
all the institutional madness
lost is the gladness
my friend
working
on the roof
fool fool
taken within
loving without
center stage
so deranged
amskry
hombre
the sky is falling
divided society
so much anger
so much rage
they put me in an institution
said it was the only solution
injected
inspected me
and left me there to die
so in anger
I said to my god
destroy the enemy
for it is not in my heart
to fight evil
I am on the path
the path of my own
of which I share my time with others
or I am all alone
buffalo roam
deer and antelope
free as the wind
running and grazing
what is so amazing
outside the sanctuary
Love is like a servitude
giving
giving the right
and not always left
seeing both sides of party
quality depth
upset
the sky is falling
roaming at out cell reach
the fleece
unseen
the dream
free at last
breath
need
care if you dare
lightly driven
incision
restitution
for all's the
delusion
insanity spare me not
for truth
and justice
and the American way
who can say
freedom
a word for nothing left to lose
choose
flu
who
who made who
flu me once
don't think
i don't know
peaceful intervention
divisions within
oblivions without
the right
the wrong
the awful poem
in the song
music man
stay calm
in the eye of the storm

[tristanbgilb]

suddenly
with hope
got to extend
love for the rope
institutions
revolutions
hating divisions
secular
heftier
without station
without prosperity
note even hope
hope on the rope
here there everywhere
I don't like it Sam you see
I do not want to kill the tree\
heart not free
unwind
on time
love of beauty
fallen fast of nature
never knowing
calculus approximations
no 100%
neat not exist in nature
vultures feasting away tomorrow
restitution
inconclusive
one wanna win
I wanna grow
into the kind man
that cares and knows
catching tiger
by the toes
hollering laughter
sending the tears
smears
master of might
make today all right
wrong it has been
no solution at hand
temperature cooling
round we go
if it stops
no one will who made who
love is on for you
what is love
never known fluctuation
someone of whom I might cry
shed a tear
if there are to die
better be know
cattle guard
never wanting
to be in charge
settle in
go without
Sandinista
what is all
she is something
there is light
I am laugher
lost he sight
tickle my eyes
nowhere to go
where it begins
nobody knows
stop in the name of love
before you breath my heart
in out
oxygen
co2
fills my lungs
rather than witches brew
who made who
just like me
just like you

[tristanbgilb]

with christ in my heart
the light of the holy spirit
which blends with the spirit of all
the yin
the yang
and all creation
and that that is not created
the creator himself
for the love of god
I humble myself
before the christ
and in his love am saved
I st lucifer the fallen
am now found in the name of jesus
a name to pray
given the rights of men
to choose and loose
win and grin
so here I am the devil
but now satan
satan is a brother
difficult to get along with
praying for all
to do their best
and continue to do better everyday
with justice or sorrow
relentless love
moments of terror
none to be known
all to be awakened
in the glory of god the father
with the light of the sun
and I with a holy spirit
not holy animal flesh
only a temple for this holy spirit inside of me
brother to jesus
only I am president
under he the king
under god of light
all and all
the tree grows tall
don't fall
cottonwood tree
don't break under my weight
time is great
forgiven and sin no more
for if the sin is continued
how can it be forgiven
forgive of the sins of which have been healed
healed from the pain
cause and reaction
symptom or cause
so here I am
Muhammad Elijah
A prophet of sorts
but must concede
false hoods are spoken
tall tales
fibbs
distrust
famished
a sandwich
not a manwhich
sensation forward
no realization
just peace
a gentle peace
a breath
a challenge
a mile
my trial
good or bad
hope or hopeless
the final grade
meekly inheriting the earth
under christ superstar
the lowest of titles
a servant to the court
court of the lord
king of kings
set us free

[tristanbgilb]

with wonder
inspired
unrelentless version
my version
the red road
floating around town
not the clown
render
surrender
pickle pie
holler eye
stray cats stride
hungry all the time
from the forest
into the town
around and round
nothing to know
catch the tiger by its toe
hello I am i
don't cry
a path of destiny
set the world free
rightness
animal lust
bust your guts
rollercoaster world
sitting
peace
words they flow
yellow to red
orange and blue
color my life
with the way of right
to be thy path
thy path home
to where I am to be summoned
peace and light
got to get it right
I said to him
the lord my god
creator of all
I ask him in dismay
I am awful
how can I go on
now my lonely heart trembled
in hearing she is gone
gone from my life
gone from my planet
I tripped to spirit
and her I did not find
only later
in the hall
she glowed
angel of light
that my love became
unbearable
for turning
no noticeable reaction
I wanted to settle to life
and find my way
and then we would meet again
now it is
that heaven is on our side
as I never found her in hell
eons of hell
in the life as spirit
where time rarely moves
next i climbed Jacob's ladder
and discovered the goodness of heaven
and I all so evil
tossed from heaven
to be hell on earth
I cried don't make me go
and I did go
I hit the earth so hard coming out of heaven
with a boom
dust filled the sky
and I prepared the way for mankind
by wiping out the dinosaurs
and then came man
for I am angel
fallen angel
gone to good as able
St. Lucifer
for all my healing
all my dealing
in heaven
as it is to be
I will inherit the earth
destiny of creation
for all seasons
round and round
greatness for all
all for ALL
I for I
peace

[tristanbgilb]

of a cool blue mountain lake
I do not forsake
i is here
I AM
sometimes lost
other times found
without escape
from the glory of jah
serenity of the wind
on a warm spring day
whispering through the trees
as the songbirds sing
I fall into a dream
heavens laughter
angels giggling
I escape
escape mexico
without a stop
not a stop at the boarder gates
ramming the truck through
gates flying
barricades flung
no one hurt
so I can sing this song
restlessness
My tires were spiked
I kept going
headed to san diego
no time to stop
gotta get home
where the moose does roam
so far from home
on my own
I was arrested and still I be
wondered and amazed
at the Miricle of life
and all the grace
for those that serve
serve the one
jah everywhere
jahman
man of holy spirit
not all ways honest
pure of heart
deemed untrue
for all I knew
true blue
baby love you

[tristanbgilb]

the notion
amongst the commotion
lightly terrified
terrible laughter
situation on the way
foreseen
book of dreams
backyard screams
some of laughter
some of play
some from broken bones snapping
waking doctor in the night
the right
the might
tensions
realizations
strenuous exercise
summersault into the abyss
don't miss
the long black train
she died
squirm
dreadfully tarnished
situation
unbearable
a little bit of me
a hurt deep and dark
the note
the hopelessness
she died
as I live on
with a little bit of hope
her spirit will talk with mine
face to face
light to light
love for others
love in honesty
justice for all
an open heart
is often stabbed
martin luther king
shot through the heart
what is to blame
segregation insanity
life in dismay
prejudice against the race
prejudice for a pretty face
round and round
i go over
why could she have died
when I loved her so
never a word between us
never a slight touch of skin
I loved her from afar
and she gazed into the soul of my eyes
my heart beated
only I was so torn
a life
a life of fighting with each other
bully against bully
fist for fist
bloody nose for blackened eye
it was there
and I so mean
drunken all the time
i dear not confess
for my heart
fighting and mad
maddened by the thoughts
the disruption
with this soul
let us be blessed
then it came to be
decades later
my heart fluttered again
a speckle of love in my heart
a place
kind and knowing
sharing and caring
the emptiness of hopelessness
a care
a human to contact
it was magic
tragic
this lady
ready to take on the world
helper at hand
strand of hair
beware
thoughts flow
might grows
sadanned
gladened
cargo ship
to the new land
mars awaits
mass the greats
homeboy shopping network
reason and rhyme
living is kind
evil to death
love us
be blessed
caring for each other
not losing hope
continuing on
won't go wrong
now the end of my song

[tristanbgilb]

breath
life is here
never fear
choice is near
lemon or lime
reason or rhyme
lemon and lime
reason and rhyme

dynamite
at of sight
tim buck too
who made who
say he
say you
all living together
reasons true
and sometimes faulter
shadows and promises
heart to heart
measure for measure
life and limb
live in dim
strain
brain
left right left
cadence in my heart

[tristanbgilb]

Into the mist
hiss of the rattle snake
beware
strikes
venom
flattery his majesty
King Superstar
Christ in contention
disfunction
government
corruption and discontent
looking forward
when I am gone
what have i done
what's my karmic reaction
anticipation
devastation
rejuvenation
burry me not
where the grass won't grow
and there is nothing left to know
into the black hole
my spirit no longer alone
a spirit without being tame
wild soldier
buffalo soldier
taken from Africa
sold to America
the norm
the storm
I wanna live
keep my heart from temptations
without hate
impeccable in nature

[tristanbgilb]

Here I AM
sometimes other things
AM I what is he
Elijah hearted
god fearing
with trust
trust in the golden age
Ideas and trusts
aiming for the interplanetary travel
to leave this planet
no one home
on the roam
what is to be
will be
AS I AM
under Christ
the superstar
King of all created
though created by him
he who made
God of creation
created son
king of matter
god holy king of ALL
not created
created Christ came through him
to bring good to the world
salvation to the wanting
love into the fallen
worship on your shoulders
newer ending coming in
the game of life
and the game of sin
choose which to win
evil hearted
tainted minds
screaming for vengeance
all the ways
all the means
never ending destruction
no time to live
born to die
armies and ammunition
violence permeating the hearts
the hearts of our falling empire
ashes to ashes
action for reaction
neutrons fire
heat as disruptive
shot through the heart
voluntary duty
some way
keep on the duty
the duty to God
the duty to family
love all
and mountains will move
oceans will split
like the speed of the electron
going forward
on the wing tales of the neutrino
antineutrino opposite spin
opposite with equal power
nothing created
nothing destroyed
only altered in form